A Little Bit About Me
Who am i? I’m no one. Just ordinary person, nothing special, full of claws. I’ve learn my mistakes. I’ve been oppressed by my own impatience, ignorance, unwise,weakness, useless things, despoticsm, wrath, lust, sin, depression and all these time I’ve took the guilt and swallow my pride, living in shame & full of bitterness. It’s been a long road of my ruination in this world, as a human and as a bad example of Allâh servant , im falling apart, torn between what’s is right and wrong.The best reason for me to keep staying alive is to select the straight path, which is totally pure (monotheistic), beneficial, ethical, successful,and dutiful in Allah. It’s clear now that I’ve still been here because of Allâh mercy, Allâh Ta'âla is the One. My time is almost over, definitely running out of the minutes, every seconds counted, seek the all kindness provisions for the judgement day ,for the eternal life, that’s my only endeavor. In the name of Allâh, only Allâh Ta'âla can save me and show me the way, the guidance, the defencelessness in the fine sincerity kind of manner. Today I have no means except Allâh Ta'âla gave me back my strength to look for my piously companion, my partner in life-for better or worst-for sick and health…
Bismillah, with patience, integrity, & ta’aruf to merely find Allâh blessing , Insha'allah, I’m gonna meet you…my future soulmate, my upcoming wife,
come closer, let me find you,..
amin
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